I admit it. I racer in me can't hit the "easy" button. I was out doing my recovery ride tonight and my 2 of my friends rode up behind me. I probably should have continued on with my super easy ride. I couldn't do it.
What I do keep wondering is when I'm going to start improving. My watts/per kilogram seems so low, so average. I'm not fuzzing out my powerfiles because I think the competition will see them, nope, I have to fuzz them out because I'm embarrased.