CX Racing

It has been a little while since I updated the old blog. I have been busy searching for a new job and trying to train hard until early December when we are taking a little vacation. With my future so uncertain it is hard to focus on racing. I thought a C2 upgrade would give me some confidence but instead it has left me a bit confused. Should I pursue the cycling thing with vigor? Some days I think I could ride forever, that I'd be content riding bikes and working part-time jobs to make ends meet. Should I pursue my design career for a while and put cycling on the back burner? Uggh, it is driving me nuts.
Racing cyclocross has been fun this year. I am more fit now than I have ever been. I having been racing around at like 80-90% but I can't seem to make the mental leap to dig deep. Thus, I haven't won a single race. I have finished top 3 in all of my races except for one. Now is the time to gun it & go for it. I have two more chances in the OVCX to score a win.